marți, 7 octombrie 2008
Vital signs: air&water
Almost same day every day. Wake up at 6.00, come back at 0.00. See same people during the day (which I don't even like), see the ones I love in the evening. Much less sleep. Too many thoughts. Tired. I see at least a plane taking off every day. Sometimes I think I just need a ticket to anywhere. Only the deep inner soul started living lately. Passionately and thoughtfully. Maybe too much thinking again. For the first time in 2 years thinking and talking about the damn feeling in which I don't believe anymore. I have a month to clean my heart of all the dirt I've put in these 2 years. There are rocks on which I am climbing and I am wearing shorts. I have no rain jacket, but it's the first time when I don't really care. Left aside the river I was walking along. Hopefully from the upper rocks the river looks even nicer and maybe the fresh air invading my lungs will remind me how important it is to breathe.
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beware, for the thoughtful never passionately, while the passionate never thoughtfully
perhaps I misunderstood, but it's either one or the other
Then I guess it is a special form of haunting, taking turns from one moment to another, but no doubt that the struggle remains
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